Monday 9th March

The company ski trip to Italy was called off today due to the Corona virus. Our MD is looking at getting us booked in to a resort in France instead but it looks unlikely due to the sheer number of people going. At this stage I’d rather not go – I don’t like the idea of having to go into quarantine or even worse being stuck abroad.

Remy and Maia confirmed that they will be moving out in the first week of July. I’m happy for them. They need to have their own space and it will be good for them. Things are going well for me at work now and my desire to move to the other side of the world has dwindled. On top of this, for the first time in years I actually feel a connection with someone romantically. Saturday was the first time she’d been out with us other than after Tag rugby and we kissed at the end of the night. It was great. We are arranging to go out on Friday night. I’m going to suggest junkyard golf in Liverpool Street or going to a comedy club in Angel. I don’t care what we do I’m just looking forward to getting to know her.

I feel a lot more content since I decided to go travelling/move to Australia and it’s made me realise that I just needed to make some change within myself. I think I was harbouring limiting thoughts around money, career, relationships and needed to say “fuck it” to feel free. I have enjoyed writing almost every evening and do need to put this to good use by writing up an application to work for James Clear. I need to remind myself that even if I do not get anywhere with the Producer role I can still write and create my own content. My plan is to write summaries of non fiction books and possibly include an aspect of review/comment too.

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